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felt like using this journal for once....

sooo now im working on tuesday nights. one of the girls at work was doing the schedules and i guess she wasnt doing them fast enough for fred [boss] so he decided to do them himself - which means fucking up a schedule for that first week, then having me fix it and do the rest of the weeks.

one of the girls got a second job for monday, tuesday and wednesday, so there are only 3 of us available for mondays and tuesdays. one of the women only works till 5, so the other two of us have to work till close. he said he looked at the availibility but obviously he fuckin didnt because im supposed to have tuesday nights off.

fred actually asked me why i need tuesday nights off and yknow what i dont fuckin care i said because my show is on. he said 'cant u tape it' and i said no. (House is the ONLY show that i watch when its on, i tape all the other shows)

the ONLY thing i asked for my availiblity is tuesday nights off. so he better not give me a fuckin hard time. but yknow what, im screwed anyway because theres no way im gonna leave joeline there by herself to close, its happened to me and it freakin sucks. im SO PISSED! the salon closes at 8 but sometimes we dont get out until 830 or so cuz we have to clean, and then if the cash drawer is off we have to go through and find out where it was screwed up. i hate rushing in at like, 10 minutes til the show starts and trying to get all settled to watch it.

my boss is a fuckin nut job, ok? he's got mental problems (srsly) and hes prolly going senile. he's paranoid, on his desk calendar today we saw that he'd written down the date that Bill Clinton comes to Rochester to give a speech - at my mom's college graduation no less - and he has post-it notes all over it saying "a practiced liar". he also had a note that said: C.I.A. "Experts". srsly, i have been outside his office, and heard on his speaker phone "thank you for calling the WhiteHouse Comment Line"

srsly one day cops are just gonna come in and take him away to jail (Which they did like, 5 yrs ago when he sent a threatening letter to the president)  *sigh* its one of those situations that make u think "oh im gonna be on the news..." (haha)

i just feel like using this journal to post... sincei never use it but whatever.

its day 3 of my back hurting like hell... it feels like it reeeally needs to be cracked, like my spine is curved out or something... but i cant crack it. i can turn to the right ok but when i try to turn to the left it hurts bad. i have really painful spasms go up it every now and then too... i would go to the doctors but my doctor is a fuckin dumbass who only knows how to diagnose strep and a sprained ankle. now that i think of it maybe not even a sprained ankle... she would prolly think u just twisted it a little. my boss (who is kind of... strange) told me to go to emergency the first day it started which was the worst day cuz i couldnt sit down or stand up for more than 1 minute before the pain came back. but im not going to emergency because i cant afford a hospital bill and i like to think im not that dramatic.

so more about work. im getting so drained from all the drama going on. one of the girls quit, she was fun to work with but she really had a big bitchy side if someone did something she didnt like and she snapped at customers quite a bit. so she acted like she never talked about anyone behind their backs when she DEFINITELY did.

im getting so tired of the 'she said but SHE said' shit. i dont understand why everyone cant just work together and be fine. all the drama is so tiring and annoying as hell. ive decided im not gonna get into it with anyone. but im seriously thinking about getting another job if it doesnt stop.
and its hard because the last i dont even know,  a while, i havent wanted to do hair. i dont know if its just that i need a vacation or what. the hard part is that i love having the tips, its great extra money. but i dunno. i definitely would not work in a restaurant. i duno. ive always wanted to work in a bookstore. but anyway...

im definitely looking forward to my vacation now. i just need to get away from all the drama. im pretty sure my stress level will go down a bit on this vacation. hopefully there will be good weather when im down in florida.